To Forgive or to Forget

I decided to forget, not to forgive. Well, both may be difficult, but I feel that it would be much more difficult to forgive. I can try to forget. Many things would sweep her away. I would tell myself not to keep thinking about her anytime anything reminds me about her, because if I think about her, I would hate her and those memories she left me with, and then I would find it difficult to forgive her. I now really hate her face, the pretty smile, her echoing voice, anything about her. I can’t forgive. I want to forget.