I’m sorry

I’m sorry if I won’t make more changes

I’m sorry I have failed building a new, better circumstance

I guess I have tried my best
Spoken all best ideas I had
Applied any possible real act that I could
Noticed problems and mistakes
And use the whole brain I had to suggest an evaluation

But you guys just don’t change

I suppose I should say sorry for disturbing
For insisting you to take my opinion
For complaining
But my greatest sorry may be for this particular reason:
You keep getting worse in your pathetic situation
But I just don’t care

What Happens Around 10 PM

Some girls up there in their bedroom talk and laugh loudly like witches as if it was a proper time to do so, though the hands of the clock indicated something past ten. Post Meridiem. Up above them, there is another deck where there is a mattress for three children. The children usually have slept. Can they sleep well with the witches laughing? Now, under the witches’ room, there is another bedroom. Mine. I found it annoying to hear them laugh. Sometimes I would walk out and throw a stone to the wooden wall of their bedroom to mute them.

What is "Other Half" to You?

It is one part of an object equally divided into two. One part is called “half”, the other one is called “the other half”. An area of thirty minutes of a clock is called “half”. Michael Buble uses the “half” and “the other half” in Haven’t Met You Yet. A friend of mine on Facebook calls her husband “other half”, too. Without “the other half”, a “half” would be just a half; incomplete. As for me, the account named Anugerah Other Half shows that it is just fifty percent of me, where Anugerah Still Feels Guilty is “the first half”.